Consummation of Grief by Bukowski I even hear the mountains the way they laugh up and down their blue sides and down in the water the fish cry and the water is their tears. I listen to the water on nights I drink away and the sadness becomes so great I hear it in my clock it becomes knobs upon my dresser it becomes paper on the floor it becomes a shoehorn a laundry ticket it becomes cigarette smoke climbing a chapel of dark vines. . . it matters little very little love is not so bad or very little life what counts is waiting on walls I was born for this I was born to hustle roses down the avenues of the dead.
The Jesus and Mary Chain, Sometimes Always (feat Hope Sandoval)
Slint, Don, Aman
Don stepped outside It felt good to be alone He wished he was drunk He thought about something he said And how stupid it had sounded He should forget about it He decided to piss, but he couldn't (A plane passes silently overhead) The streetlights, and the buds on the trees, in the night, were still It finally came, he took a deep breath It made him feel strong, and determined To go back inside The light Their backs The conversations The couples, romancing, so natural His friends stare With eyes like the heads of nails The others Glances With amusement With evasion With contempt So distant With malice For being a sty in their engagement Like swimming underwater in the darkness Like walking through an empty house Speaking to an imaginary audience And being watched from outside by Someone without a key He could not dance to anything Don left And drove And howled And laughed At himself He felt he knew what that was Don woke up And looked at the night before He knew what he had to do He was responsible In the mirror He saw his friend
A Man Said to the Universe by Stephen Crane A man said to the universe: “Sir, I exist!” “However,” replied the universe, “The fact has not created in me A sense of obligation.”
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